My Own Enemy

from by Awkward Marina

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I wanna drown myself in a sea of tears
and wish away my darkest fears
I wanna run so fast that I almost fall

I wanna lose my character, lose my character
'cause I'm so sick of playing her
it would be so nice to forget it all

Maybe it's easier to be

Version two, someone new
I'll watch the pain until it fades out of view and I will be
my own enemy

I wanna find myself on the darkest night
and tell myself it's not alright
I wanna punch myself in the face all day

Oh I know I found a worst enemy, an arch-nemesis
But I'm a superhero, only one defending this
Feels like I gotta save myself from me

Maybe it's easier to be
Version two, someone new
I'll watch the pain until it fades out of view and I will be
my own enemy
I'm no good, wish I could
be who I wanna be, you know that I would, forever be
my own enemy

I wanna be my own enemy
I wanna fight me
I wanna be my own enemy
Is this gonna be the end of me
I wanna fight me
I wanna be my own, I wanna be my own enemy

I wanna be that girl where they never ask
is she capable of any task
I wanna see myself in a different light
Oh I know I found an arch nemesis, a worst enemy
She can't handle any kind of responsibility
That's why I gotta set my path all right

Cause I'm

Version two
Someone new
You know you make me want to turn into you so I won't be
My own enemy

I wanna be my own enemy

credits

from Crushed Creations, released October 3, 2016
Vocals/ vocal arrangement by Awkward Marina

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