Name: Deep Diving In My Memory (Bonus Track)
Duration: P00H03M00S
Description: Written in 2019, when I first came up with the idea for reviving old songs of mine. This was originally going to be the opening track, but it just didn't really fit genre-wise.

Deep Diving In My Memory (Bonus Track)

from JERSEY (Extended Edition) by Awkward Marina

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Written in 2019, when I first came up with the idea for reviving old songs of mine. This was originally going to be the opening track, but it just didn't really fit genre-wise.

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Rose-colored classes on the dashboard
Put it in reverse, going backwards on the parkway
Early 2000s in the aux cord
(Nope, I said nope nope, I said nope, I don't wanna)

Wild winds shaking in the pine trees
Zero to a hundred, I don't wanna pay attention
Wanna be where the future is behind me
(Nope, I said nope nope, I said nope, I don't wanna)

You can't erase the past, get it back
Ooh, but I'm still trying
In my time machine
Deep diving in my memory
These ashes turn to ash, photographs
Ooh, was that girl dying?
Well, she used to be
Deep diving in my memory

Well I don't know if you heard it
But I've been scratching the surface
I'm tryna get to the earliest
Take me further and further
I love it- love it and hate it
I feel nostalgic and jaded
Don't really know how I made it
Past 25, I'm alive though

Cause I came out the womb already branded as a diva
People told me normal girls shut up and eat their pizza
Tell me, what would you do if no-one believed ya?

When the sun is out and my phone is on
It's a brand new day and the pain is gone
But the lights go out and I lose control
And I know everything I don't want to know

You can't erase the past, get it back
Ooh, but I'm still trying
In my time machine
Deep diving in my memory
These ashes turn to ash, photographs
Ooh, was that girl dying?
Well, I used to be
Deep diving in my memory

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from JERSEY (Extended Edition), released January 14, 2024

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