1. |
Better Times
03:44
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I wanna go to a party to remember what it feels like to be covered in sweat
I wanna dance with somebody,
wanna walk along the street with sixty, seventy friends
I wanna rock around the city,
wanna break out out of this c-c-c-cage
Do you recall me looking pretty in the pre-apocalyptic age?
The light is fading from my hope
Can't take it anymore
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times, yeah
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times,
Forever
(The better, the better, the better times)
Take me back to the eighties and the nineties
and the two-thousand, the two-thousand-tens
I could live with the happy and the tacky and the
everybody do it again
I'll hold your hand around the city,
wanna feel your body c-c-c-close
When this is over, you can love me
You can touch me from my head to my toes
The light is fading from my hope
Can't take it anymore
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times, yeah
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times, yeah
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times
Forever
(The better, the better, the better times)
(The better, the better, the better times)
(The better, the better, the better times)
In the past we were not hurting
In the future we'll be fine
I wish I could skip through time
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times, yeah
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times, yeah
Let's think of better times
Think of better times, think of better times
Forever
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2. |
Dead Butterfly
02:51
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I don't have the energy needed to go outside
Bedroom filling up with my demons, in blankets I hide
When they say you've got potential
But it's too late to try
Wasted beauty, like a dead butterfly
When your wings weigh like water
Do you stop to wonder why
You've thrown it all away, you're a dead butterfly
You're a dead butterfly
This life, must be something that's in the screens that keeps us down
We're all depressed and dreary and bedridden,
No motivation now
When they say you've got potential
But it's too late to try
Wasted beauty, like a dead butterfly
When your wings weigh like water
Do you stop to wonder why
You've thrown it all away, you're a dead butterfly
You're a dead butterfly
Can't move from this stale room
Dried out before you left the cocoon
You're future's gold,
but all you see is time and time again
the inside of the wall
When they say you've got potential
But it's too late to try
Wasted beauty, like a dead butterfly
When your wings weigh like water
Do you stop to wonder why
You've thrown it all away, you're a dead butterfly
You're a dead butterfly
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3. |
Lazy Ass Bitch
02:52
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I got a car that I can't drive
I got a gift that I can't open
As long as I am alive
I'm gonna sit here just hopin'
"Help, I've fallen and I can't get up!"
I've got these legs and they're not walking
'Cause every moment I've just had enough
I'm at motivation zero
And I need a hero
who can electrocute me back to life
I'm at motivation zero
Who cares about tomorrow?
I don't!
No no no no
Lazy ass bitch, bit- bitch
Lazy ass bitch
Ughhhhh
I haunt this house like a monster
I wreck it up like a volcano
I won't go out on a Friday
The number-one couch potato
"Help, I've fallen and I can't get up!"
I've got these legs and they're not walking
'Cause every moment I've just had enough
I'm at motivation zero
And I need a hero
who can electrocute me back to life
I'm at motivation zero
Who cares about tomorrow?
I don't!
No no no no
Couch potato, make me into french fries
Mash me up, my brain's already like that
I don't intend to move today
What does it matter anyway
Couch potato, make me into french fries
Mash me up, my brain's already like that
I don't intend to move today
What does it matter anyway
Lazy ass bitch, bit- bitch
Lazy ass bitch
Ughhhhh
I'm at motivation zero
And I need a hero
who can electrocute me back to life
I'm at motivation zero
Who cares about tomorrow?
I don't!
No no no no
I'm a lazy ass bitch, and I don't care what you think of me
Lazy ass bitch, but it's really starting to get to me
Lazy ass bitch, lying face-down on the carpet
I'm a lazy ass bitch and I don't know how to stop it
Lazy ass bitch, bit- bitch
Lazy ass bitch
Ughhhhh
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4. |
Obsidian Sword
03:56
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Hear her tracks on the journey down
Down the mountain where the lava flows
Armor shining in the falling snow
Time has whittled her down to this
Cruel erosion has become her bliss
She's the warrior that you don't know
Screaming, ahhh
ahhhh
Volcanic ashes blacken her eyelashes
If you face her slashes then you're
Going down down, going down down
Cut and captured, wearing scars and fractures
She seeks revenge
She holds the obsidian sword
Obsidian sword, cut through it all 'til you can't no more
Obsidian sword, cut through it all 'til you can't no more
Coming closer she yells "you're next!"
Splitting atoms in every breath
She is sharper than you might expect
Watch her shine like the snowflakes do
Facing everything you put her through
Best be running if she's coming for you
Screaming, ahhh
ahhhh
Volcanic ashes blacken her eyelashes
If you face her slashes then you're
Going down down, going down down
Cut and captured, wearing scars and fractures
She seeks revenge
She holds the obsidian sword
Obsidian sword, cut through it all 'til you can't no more
Obsidian sword, cut through it all 'til you can't no more
Obsidian sword, cut through it all 'til you can't no more
Aquamarine eyes, cut to the truth in your web of lies
Bloodstone in her soul, knows what you did and she'll swallow you whole
Keep singing this song, but only in my dreams can I be this strong
Volcanic ashes blacken her eyelashes
If you face her slashes then you're
Going down down, going down down
Cut and captured, wearing scars and fractures
She seeks revenge
She holds the obsidian sword
Ahhh
Ahhh
Ah-yayaaaa
Ah-yayaaaa
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5. |
Words
03:32
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You got somebody on your mind,
Ain't treating you right
You try to please 'em, it's never easy,
It's never enough
You got somebody in your life
Never lay a hand on you,
but they always lay demands on you
Why do we get so scared to walk away
We take the hurt like champions
Why does it take so long, when it's not okay
We take the hurt like champions
No one sees the way we're screaming from inside
But we do, yeah we do
No one notices the trauma that we hide
But we do, oh we do
Can you see me cut wide open
By the words you have spoken
There's a weapon that can stab you in the mind
It was you, oh it was you
You got a love and they are kind,
but only sometimes
They call you stupid, so dumb and useless
They don't see your worth
You got a love and they are sly
They mess with your mind
There's power in those words
Why do we get so scared to walk away
We take the hurt like champions
Why does it take so long, when it's not okay
We will survive, I know it!
No one sees the way we're screaming from inside
But we do, yeah we do
No one notices the trauma that we hide
But we do, oh we do
Can you see me cut wide open
By the words you have spoken
There's a weapon that can stab you in the mind
It was you, oh it was you
Things that people say
Can wash your brain away
But you can get it back, don't let them take it
'Cause you are enough
To find some better love
This isn't love
No one sees the way we're screaming from inside
But we do, yeah we do
No one notices the trauma that we hide
But we do, oh we do
Can you see me cut wide open
By the words you have spoken
There's a weapon that can stab you in the mind
It was you, oh it was you
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6. |
It All Comes Out
02:43
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The door wasn't shut, she shut it herself
She didn't wanna see the truth
Didn't wanna see the truth
The door to her heart all covered in chains
Hoping that nobody knew
Hoping that nobody knew
When it all comes out, well it comes out pouring
And there's no ignoring it, you let go
When it all comes out, well it don't stop flooding
Like a river running, like a blood flow
It all comes out
It all comes out
It all comes out
The door wasn't shut, they shut it for her
Up against a closet wall, wishing she could have it all
Is she brave enough to admit it to herself?
"I'm not like everybody else"
When it all comes out, well it comes out pouring
And there's no ignoring it, you let go
When it all comes out, well it don't stop flooding
Like a river running, like a blood flow
It all comes out
It all comes out
It all comes out
I can't not be myself
I said- I said- I said-
I can't not be myself
Open up the door, step into the real world now
I can't not be myself
I said- I said- I said-
I can't not be myself
Open up the door, step into the real world now
When it all comes out, well it comes out pouring
And there's no ignoring it, you let go
When it all comes out, well it don't stop flooding
Like a river running, like a blood flow
It all comes out
It all comes out
It all comes out
I can't not be myself
I said- I said- I said-
I can't not be myself
Open up the door, step into the real world now
I can't not be myself
I said- I said- I said-
I can't not be myself
Open up the door, step into the real world now
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7. |
Broken Girl
02:18
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You've got yourself a broken girl
And broken girls, they seem so good
They hold you close cause they're afraid
And love you sooner than they should
You've got yourself a broken girl
She's grateful for your every smile
And noone's treated her like a human being
So she'll cling to you a long long while
She wants to marry you, marry you,
Day number one
She wants to marry you, marry you
Where will you run?
She wants to marry you, marry you,
Day number one
She wants to marry you, marry you
Where you gonna run?
You've got yourself a broken girl
Cause someone else thought it was smart
To make her cry on a daily basis
And she's lookin' at you to mend her heart
She wants to marry you, marry you,
Day number one
She wants to marry you, marry you
Where will you run?
She wants to marry you, marry you,
Day number one
She wants to marry you, marry you
Where you gonna run?
She likes it when you touch her body
'Cause she's super insecure
She likes the way you call her "baby"
Noone's called her that before
She'll make you breakfast in the morning,
send you heart emoji texts
Cry beside you on your shoulder
Then move on to the next
She wants to marry you, marry you,
Day number one
She wants to marry you, marry you
Where will you run?
I wanna marry you, marry you,
Day number one
I wanna marry you, marry you
Where you gonna run?
From a broken girl
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8. |
I Don't Wanna Be Famous
03:05
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I was seven and dreaming of Hollywood
Made my room the red carpet, and it felt so good
Wanted all of those eyes on me
But when you're little you just can't see
When you're higher than the highest
They can tear you back down with the slightest of a bias
I changed my dream
Now I believe
I don't wanna be famous
'Cause it might be a bad thing
I don't wanna be famous
Not that anyone's asking
I don't want that public eye
Baby, I would rather die
I don't wanna be famous
I don't wanna be famous
I imagine me singing to a sea of hate ("Boooo!")
While the people throw insults about my weight ("She's fat!")
It's a blessing and it's a curse
It gets better while it gets worse
I'd be everybody's favorite
'Til I make one mistake, yeah
I don't wanna be famous
'Cause it might be a bad thing
I don't wanna be famous
Not that anyone's asking
I don't want that public eye
Baby, I would rather die
Heard you know what my name is,
But I don't wanna be famous
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
I don't know how to be perfect to everyone
Can't live my life on a stage in the burning sun
So I'll change my dream
'Til I believe
(Work)
I don't wanna be famous
'Cause it might be a bad thing
I don't wanna be famous
Not that anyone's asking
I don't want that public eye
Baby, I would rather die
Heard you know what my name is,
But I don't wanna be famous
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
No, I don't want that
Blow me up, and you take it right back, oh no
I don't wanna be famous
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9. |
It's Easy
02:46
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She zaps all my energy and it's worth it
Like a bright bolt of light heading my way
She travels by rocket ship and it's perfect
Now I know where I'm going every Friday
If anyone could take my walls and break them down
It might be her while we're joking around
It's easy, it's easy
If anyone could make me see that it's okay
It might be her, I know I'm not afraid
It's easy, it's easy, hey
One look in those hazel eyes and I've lost it
Hold me close at 3 in the morning
'Cause all the fears I thought had won
are slowly melting one by one
My luck's turned up without a warning
If anyone could take my walls and break them down
It might be her while we're joking around
It's easy, it's easy
If anyone could make me see that it's okay
It might be her, I know I'm not afraid
It's easy, it's easy, hey
I never thought it could be true
But I open my eyes and the dream's not over
If anyone could take my walls and break them down
It might be you, I ain't joking around
It's easy, it's easy
If anyone could make me see that it's alright
It might be you, can I see you tonight?
It's easy
Easy, easy, easy
You make it easy
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10. |
Apocalypse Lover
02:08
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Saw your heart fall down
I wanna pick it back up off the ground
And hold you near
Keep you safe, my dear
Everything's empty
Everything's closed
Streets are empty and nobody knows
How to function and how not to cry
But I will love you 'til the day I die
Saw this land cave in
Putting these pieces all back, where do we begin?
We'll build a house
From the ash and the rubble we've found
And I speak alone in my bed to
Constellations still over your head
Things have changed, but not you and I
For I will love you 'til the day I die
Oooh, oooh
As the world passes by
I will love you 'till the day I die
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11. |
Best In Life
03:00
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I'm feeling hip and funky-fresh
Top of the top, no stress
I gave my all, now it's the best
I got it
I'm feeling up, I'm feeling high
Looking up to the sky
Living in my own paradise
I got it
I might give up before when I didn't know what to do
I might give up before when I didn't know what to do
But I've been through hell and back with a hammer in my hand
Bangin' on the walls 'til they fall at my feet again
Damn it all if you think that you can stop me now
I deserve the best in life, so get it right
I said, you deserve the best in life, so get right
After all this fight, I got the best in life
And it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
After all this time, I got the best in life
And it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
I'm feelin' drunk without a drink
Greatness I'm on the brink
You just might miss me if you blink
I love it
'Cause I'm running at the speed of sound
I'll show you what's going down
My future's starting now
and I love it
I might give up before when I didn't know what to do
I might give up before when I didn't know what to do
But I've been through hell and back with a hammer in my hand
Bangin' on the walls 'til they fall at my feet again
Damn it all if you think that you can stop me now
I deserve the best in life, so get it right
I said, you deserve the best in life, so get right
After all this fight, I got the best in life
And it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
After all this time, I got the best in life
And it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
And it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
And it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
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12. |
Entropy 2019
03:24
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(Rap) Twenty-twelve, had it made
Famous on the web, bein' stupid, gettin' paid
Pony on the cover, that's my money
Cutie mark on my (gasp), everybody love me
Took it to 30k subs
They can't do it like I does
Awkward but they give me love
TikTok I stay blowing up
Entropy, let's switch it up
go
I'm sittin' here in the sunshine
This place is not mine
and all is not fine
Like, where is all my corruption?
I need destruction
to make me feel okay
Did I get lost along the way,
playing nice like they wanted me to be?
No, I will not smile to make your day,
I just wanna cause a little ENTROPY
You tried so hard
to make a hero out of me
but there are some rules I don't obey
and I just wanna cause a little ENTROPY
You tried so hard to take the discord outta me
but I'm not generic in that way and I just wanna cause a little ENTROPY
Well, I've got no good intention
The fourth dimension
is my own mansion
It's all messed up, I don't care
'cause what fun is there
in ever making sense?
Did I get lost along the way
Lose my mind for a new identity?
I quite enjoy ruining your day
and I just wanna cause a little ENTROPY
You tried so hard to make a hero outta me
but there are some rules I don't obey
and I just wanna cause a little--chaos
and ENTROPY
You tried so hard to take the discord outta me
but there are some rules I don't obey and I just wanna cause a little ENTROPY
SYNTHY SYNTH FUN TIME :3
This old heart was never warm, silly ponies can't reform
what was already so real
So you can try to change my ways for the rest of all your days
But I can't change the way I feel...
(Chorus)
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